Please don't break my heart again

its only the 3rd day and i nearly gave in. he called at a good time when i was just about to start my long journey to Putrajaya. i gave him a chance to talk because i know the past few days would be tough (ok ok, hell) for him. afterall, not everyone can be a cold-hearted bitch like me.

he sounded so sincere when he said he would change for the better. he admits to being the root of all our problems that causes my feelings to change. and i sobbed all the way behind the wheels because i know his heart is breaking. there is nothing else i wanted more in the world than to believe his words once again.

but judging from our 40-minute conversation, which as usual he refused to hang up when i have to work, i know that he will never change. my heart could only withstand so much tears and disappointment.

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