Bubblelicious

ever since i moved back to home sweet home, my roaches incidents have been thankfully far in between, except for the times when my boss tried to scare me with rubber cockroaches *roll eyes* as it happens, i was having meeting at client's office (huge, relatively new and expensive office mind you). as usual, food was aplenty (i suspect meeting is just a ruse to eat) and we were eating fried noodles, kuih and teh tarik served in a thermos jug. suddenly, i saw a baby cockroach crawling on the thermos like nobody's business, so i frantically pointed and waved for attention but no one seems to be as alarmed as i am. finally one of my client casually flicked the cockroach away and continued eating. at this point, i have no more appetite to eat even tho its a just a tiny roach... if its a huge one i would have ran screaming for the nearest fire exit. so i drank the teh tarik instead and tried to keep that disgusting thing out of my mind... i mean...maybe it somehow climbed in by the o...

just heard a very heartwarming story from a fren.... in an attempt to restore my faith in love. my fren met his first love when they were both 16. she mistook him for a malay, as he is very dark and spoke malay fluently, with loghat and all. he was so infatuated with her, and was contented enough to be spoken to, regardless of language. so they went on conversing to each other in malay for about 4 months, until a mutual fren pointed out that my fren is actually a chinese. and now they have been happily married for 8 years. so sweet rite?

its only the 3rd day and i nearly gave in. he called at a good time when i was just about to start my long journey to Putrajaya. i gave him a chance to talk because i know the past few days would be tough (ok ok, hell ) for him. afterall, not everyone can be a cold-hearted bitch like me. he sounded so sincere when he said he would change for the better. he admits to being the root of all our problems that causes my feelings to change. and i sobbed all the way behind the wheels because i know his heart is breaking. there is nothing else i wanted more in the world than to believe his words once again. but judging from our 40-minute conversation, which as usual he refused to hang up when i have to work, i know that he will never change. my heart could only withstand so much tears and disappointment.

fiona: so have you watched "Saving Face"? it's a really nice movie right? me: uhm.... watch until halfway only... fiona: WHY?? didn't you like it? me: just finished talking on the phone with the Bf fiona: why can't you talk to him after watching the movie? i really liked it you know. me: i broke up with him. cos he won't even allow me to watch a movie in peace. fiona: he's acting all possessive again just becos of a movie?? me: yeah....i feel really suffocated like i don't even have a breathing space. am i obligated as a Gf to entertain and see him whenever he's bored? considering the fact that he has nothing to do all the time so i have to be glued to the phone 24-7 izit? fiona: well i see it coming months ago. can you please go back to watching "Saving Face" now? me: excuuuse me, i just broke up with my Bf of 5 years. can you be anymore sympathetic that that? fiona: i bet you will go running back to him in no time. me: how can you be s...