Saving Face

fiona: so have you watched "Saving Face"? it's a really nice movie right?
me: uhm.... watch until halfway only...
fiona: WHY?? didn't you like it?
me: just finished talking on the phone with the Bf
fiona: why can't you talk to him after watching the movie? i really liked it you know.
me: i broke up with him. cos he won't even allow me to watch a movie in peace.
fiona: he's acting all possessive again just becos of a movie??
me: yeah....i feel really suffocated like i don't even have a breathing space. am i obligated as a Gf to entertain and see him whenever he's bored? considering the fact that he has nothing to do all the time so i have to be glued to the phone 24-7 izit?
fiona: well i see it coming months ago. can you please go back to watching "Saving Face" now?
me: excuuuse me, i just broke up with my Bf of 5 years. can you be anymore sympathetic that that?
fiona: i bet you will go running back to him in no time.
me: how can you be so sure?
fiona: becos you went crawling back to him the last time you guys broke up.
me: #%^@!!

oh well, only time will tell. it feels quite daunting to be single again after such a long period of time. where do i go from here?

Comments

charzylicious said…
back to single life is not easy after a 5 years relationshp since u guys have been thru that much...it wont be easy unless ur mind is set that u really wnat it this way, or you will just end up back with each other again.
remember babe, is not easy unless u are firm enough to go on with it...
whatever it is, i ll support you and stand by you...muacks..
1:41 AM, September 06, 2006
Mz said…
gah, i support u all the way too, kai.. at least u had the courage to say break up. i mumbled half way n i'm still hangin there. i don't even know if i wanna break up. but i'd say.. we're still young, should keep our choices open. like wat our parents say, be friends 1st.. i'm goin crazy soon too.. cheer up babe..
1:50 AM, September 06, 2006
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